10dp5dt … just like last time.
I want to tear throats out. I am so angry. I am so.fucking.angry. I hate everyone in the whole world. Everyone. I don’t want my husband’s comfort this time. I don’t want my friends’. I don’t even really want my boys’.
I want to cease to exist. I want to run away. Leave me alone. Forget I exist. Maybe it will come true.
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I felt this way with my last negative 😦 I wasn’t angry, but I was immensely sad and felt that no amount of comfort would help. I needed to work through my emotions on my own.
Hugs. Also, I love you.